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Name: Leila
Country: United States
State: South Carolina
Metro: Columbia
Birthday: 5/20/1990
Gender: Female


Interests: uh...stuff?
Expertise: more stuff???
Occupation: Education/training
Industry: Other


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AIM: xsweetxdarknessx
MSN: baby_luu@hotmail.com


Member Since: 7/5/2005

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Tuesday, August 02, 2005

So, I tried to kill myself last night. lol, just kidding. I just thought it would been fun to start a new post with that. I haven't tried that for awhile though...couple months anyway. Wow, I haven't posted in a long time. I've been sick though. Kay, well, blah blah blah...g2g. byee.


Sunday, July 17, 2005

I can't believe how much I hate myself right now! Ok, I just read a book about this girl and this other girl, blah blah blah, one of 'em discovers she's a lesbian (the other one already knew she was gay). Well, this book kinda jump started my emotions and got me all happy and I was like you know what, I'm beautiful and I don't care whether you think so or not. I'm gonna eat ice-cream by the gallon and a three course meal for dinner! Then (for obvious reasons) I thought about Amber. I love her more than life. Thats why I feel bad, because it took a book for me to realize (well, to remind me) how much I love her. I just read her site and she was talking about how much she loved me and all this emotion is gonna kill me. I'm not used to being so open about everything... But what killed me was how she said she loved me soo much and shes (at least begining) to get over her ex. That meant the world to me because I remember one time she told me how much she loved her and would always love her so everytime they were together it killed me. (b/c you may not guess it  but I am an EXTREMELY jealous person. I just usually keep my 'fuck you bitch!'s to my self.) But now if Amber talks about her I can be ok with it. Alright, enough with this subject before I get all teary-eyed again. One last thing: Amber, I love you sooooooooo much, please always remember that!

I had full intention of posting some other stuff but I'm too lazy. I prolly just do it tomorrow (later today accually...) Talk to ya'll peeps l8er (wow, that was quite gay) Love you guys ^.^ Bye!!


Friday, July 15, 2005

First off, I'd like to say, Becca, and anyone else for that matter, sorry for making you worry. But I promised myself when I made this site that I would'nt hold back and I won't give a shit what anyone thinks. So anyways, I had to post this right away... Jamal Justin and Mitch are here and they were all in the kitchen and if you werent looking this would have been hilarious because all of the sudden you hear someone outta nowhere  just say 'ooo, you sent chills down my spine' XD. I guess you just had to be there, it was really funny though. Yeah, well we're watching the Jackass movie right now. It so funny. I'm very proud of myself, so far I've only had a spoonful of peanut butter today! wOOt! But I usually eat like a hog at night anyways. Like yesterday I really didn't eat anything, but around midnight I get the munchies and ate like a pig. What a waste, its worse at night too because you don't digest in your sleep.  Hopefully today though I can just fill up on water. Hmmmmmmm, well either I can't think of anything  because I'm stupid, or there's nothing to talk about but whatever. I'm going to go now. Love ya all! Bye!


Thursday, July 14, 2005

I am officially beyond pissed off right now! Ok, long story short I wanted to do something for ROTC and I was planning to talk to CSM and Colonel about but I haven't gotten around to it yet. Well, I already asked Jamal about it and asked for his input and he pretty much told me that people like to steal things from you so its best not to tell anyone until you've already started it. Well my mom told me today that Amy mentioned something about being able to work on the website which leads me to believe that Jamal said something to her! Now, it could just be coincidence and maybe she's been planning to work on it too but I just don't think that that would happen. And if I find out that he really did tell so help me god I will not talk to him about anything again! After all that shit he told me about not telling anyone and then  he goes and tells someone. I can't even stand to look at him right now. Amy is over right now but as soon as she leaves I'm gonna ask him about it. I can't believe him! Especially since Amy went to school today which means that she's already had a chance to talk to Colonel so she may already have it! OMG! I guess I won't care as much if he told her and she didn't do anything or if I still get to do it, but it still hurts that I can't even trust my own brother. Especially after learning that my mom is not as unconditionally loving as I thought she was. I guess the only person I can count on is Bethy. Love ya girl! Bye for now!


Wednesday, July 13, 2005

Speak of the goddamn hippocirte.. I don't think I can be a vegetarian. I mean I feel horrible about poor little animals and that I'm eating them, but I can't help if they're sooo good. I don't know, I just can't see myself never eating meat again. I think I would die (although I did last like, 4 or 5ish days). I think I'll just be veggie at home (yeah, I know its a crazy idea, but you're talking about the person who was going to make a new form of Buddhism with a god!) I haven't eaten any meat yet so comment and tell me what you think. I hate that I'm so fucking indecisive! Oh well, It's not a sure thing yet so w/e. I'm too stupid to think of anything else to type so I guess I'll just put another survey thingy type-thing up. Love ya!

~100 quEstiOnz`

=>BASiiCS
1. name :: Leila
2. birthday :: May 20
3. gender :: Female
4. height :: 5'9
5. weight :: 115
6. status :: ??student...?
7. location :: South Carolina

=>FAVORiiTES
8. tv show :: s-CRY-ed
9. movie :: Pirates of the Carribean
10. color :: black
11. type of music :: punk rock
13. band :: n/a
14. singer :: n/a
15. actress :: Angelina Jolie
16. book :: A Time to Kill
17. food :: ice-cream

=>THiiS OR THAT
18. coke//sprite? coke
19. mcdonalds//burger king? McDonalds
20. beach//pool? pool
21. dogs//cats? dogs
22. relationship//none? none
23. singing//dancing? singing
24. camp//home? camp
25. aim//phone? aim
26. digital camera//cell? digital camera
27. hotdog//hamburger? neither
28. hamburger//cheeseburger? cheeseburger
29. summer//winter? winter
30. fall//spring? fall

=>iiN A RELATiiONSHiiP
31. single//taken? taken
32. group dates//alone? group dates
33. clean? *confused*
34. what else should the person be like? nice, affectionate, outgoing
35. height :: n/a
36. weight :: n/a
37. age :: 15/16
38. flowers//chocolates (candies)? all
39. kisses//hugs? both
40. where would you go on a date? anywhere

=>FAST FORWARD
41. spouse? yes
42. kids? yea
43. how many? 2 or 3
44. would you have an extended family? yeppers
45. college? definately
46. if so, what college? hopefully anything ivy-league
47. job? duh
48. if so, what kind of job? millionaire!!!! of course thats a job!
49. where would you live? BIG house
50. how many cars would you own? like, 5

=>CURRENTLY
51. in a relationship? yes
52. talking to :: noone *cries*
53. doing :: computer?
54. wearing :: clothes (that is, bra, underwear, shirt and  jeans)
55. listening to :: rock 93.5

=>LAST PERSON...
56. last person you talked to :: Jamal
57. last doctor's appointment :: god only knows
58. last person you kissed :: mommy
59. last person you hugged :: mommy
60. last person you yelled at :: mommy

=>MORE ME
61. hair color :: brown
62. eye color :: brown
63. best memory :: you can pick outta the 3 times i was happy
64. best friends :: Alli, Bethy, Amber, Becca
65. sports :: like basketball, play nothing
66. glasses? contacts
67. piercings? 3 and 1/2
68. mood :: meh
69. something about me :: ...ugly...
70. music talents? play toobah!

=>ALMOST THERE
71. do you want this survey to be over? dont care
72. is it keeping you busy? good enough
73. were you bored when you decided to take this survey? kinda
74. are you still bored? so-so
75. how do you think of the survey so far? not very creative

=>FiiLL iiN THE BLANKS
76. i am stupid.
77. i have two arms.
78. i miss Amber.
79. i love food.
80. i hate stinky people.
81 i want money and candy and stuff!
82 i need contacts.
83. i wish i was more pretty.
84. i wish for *cant tell*.
85. i never went swimming in pudding.
86. i always breathe.
87. i wonder if like, i could meet the real Betty Boop...
88. this survey is making me sleepy (or maybe its the fact thats its 2 in the morn.)
89. i listen to music.
90. i have fun with toys.

DO YOU HAVE's...
91. a cd player? yes
92. an ipod? no
93. over 15 cds? i think so
94. your own computer? kinda
95. your own room? yep
96. your own radio? on the cd player
97. a lot of friends? whats alot?

=>FiiNiiSH LiiNE!
98. happy the survey's over? its not over!
99. STiiLL bored?! yep
100. you made it to the 100th question! so how was it?! STOOOPEDD!

and one more...

A Different kind of This/That: Pick which you would rather do::

 

Being too Fat or being too Skinny::  too skinny

Being very outgoing or very shy::  very outgoing

Losing $10,000 or $10,000 pictures::  $10,000 pictures

Losing your most prized procession or all your clothes?:: clothes 

Strapped to your bed for five days or in a dentist car for five hours?::  dentist

Watching lifetime movies for the rest of your life or constantly itching for the rest of your life?:: itching

Jeans that are too tight or jeans that make you look fat?:: look fat

Sneezing or Coughing?:: sneezing

Losing both your kidney’s or both your arms?:: kidneys

Losing the ability to speak or the ability to walk?:: walk

Belching in public really loud or farting in public really loud?:: belching

Being too tall or being too short?:: too short

Losing your mother or ten friends?:: mother

Losing a tooth or having stitches?:: stitches

Drowning or dying in a fire?:: fire

Spending a day in a tree house or a day on a raft at sea?:: raft

Writing a book report or reading 50 pages in a bad novel?:: book report

Breaking your favorite CD or buying a really bad CD?:: bad cd

Falling off a cliff to your death or being run over by a drunk driver & surviving?:: cliff

 Being Four years old or being Fourteen years old?::fourteen

 Being ignored or being hated?:: ignored

 Losing all your hair in a freak accident or having it shaved off during your sleep?:: shaved

Failing an easy test or failing a hard test everyone else passed?:: easy

Having braces or having to wear headgear at night?:: headgear

Having green hair or having blue hair?:: blue

Watching 25 different lifetime movies or watching Ben-hur 25 times?:: lifetime

No reading or No writing for two weeks?:: writing

Only able to use a fork or only able to use a spoon?:: fork

Only See in Black & White or only see things in blue?:: black and white

Being a girl & having a guys name or being a guy & having a girls name?:: girl w/ guy's name

Losing $30 gambling or taking $30 stolen from you?:: gambling

Losing your cellphone or dropping & breaking it?:: breaking it

Living in the woods or living in the jungle?:: JUNGLE wOOt

Writing 1000 thank you cards or making 1000 paper cranes?:: 1000 paper cranes

10 video games at once or two a year for ten years?:: 10 at once

Eating your favorite food for a solid week or a food you hate only once?:: favorite

Not eating for a day or not drinking for a day?:: not eating

 Being addicted to Porn or being addicted to drugs?:: both

A shirt too big or a shirt too small?:: too big

Too much food or too little food?:: too much

Losing all your pocessions in fire or your love?:: love

Together with your family for five years then never again or wait five years without seeing them then see them forver?:: wait and see forever

Living in a desert or a antartica?:: antarctica

Looking like a girl & being a boy or looking like a boy & being a girl?:: girl like boy

Drinking a gallon of Coffee or a gallon of milk?:: gallon of milk

Having all the money in the world & nothing to buy or no money & everything to buy?:: no money

Being loved but doing the wrong things, or being hated for doing the right things?:: hated

Dying at a young age while happy or dying old & sad at that moment?:: die young

Reading your favorite book straight or ten okay books straight?:: ten ok books

Having to give a 5 minute speech or writing a fifteen minute speech?:: 5 min

Being embarassed on a Talk show or in front of the school?:: talk show

Music unorginal but okay, or orginal music that's terrible?:: unoriginal

Losing your car keys or losing your cellphone?:: cellphone

Breaking your new laptop and losing everything on your computer or totaling your new car?:: laptop

Staining your carpet with hot chocolate or kool-aid?:: chocolate

Cleaning the garage or cleaning your room?:: garage

Nothing at all to watch on TV or too much to watch on TV?:: too much

Dying poor but loved or hated & rich?:: poor

10 friends or one close friend?:: one

Working 24 hours straight of easy work or 12 hours of hard work?:: 12 hrs

Counting to ten thousand or walking a mile?:: walk a mile

Having toliet paper drag on your feet or gum in your hair?:: toilet paper

Being buried alive or your body never found?:: body never found

Being late for your wedding or your senior prom?:: prom

Your car bursting into flames or getting a speeding ticket?:: ticket

Being bored or being too busy?:: too busy

Being rememebered for something terrible or not remembered at all?:: not at all

 

Alright, I'm done for the night/morning. Love you guys! Bye.



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